I'm the lurker of lurkers over here.
I seldom have seen such corageous words, I salute your self discipline, it requires a real man (a real human being) to recognize his own faults and apologize for them.

>You know, you are absolutely correct. I have been going over my post and the reasons for such over the last few days and have come to the conclusion that I do it just for the sport of seeing people get ticked off. I don't know how I've come to that point in my life where I live vicariously through other's pain.
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>This has been happening not only on this list, but others, and my life in general also. Time to do some soul-searching and see what is causing this.
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>I apologize to the community as a whole and to Bob Kocher in particular, who was the recipient f my attack when he was not the object of my attack. I promise to do better in the future.
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>John