congratulations on admitting it and the very best of luck for the future. help in finding the solutions to our problems is all around us, if only we have the strength to stop and ask. you have the strength to ask for help and with family and friends around you you can move through this and come out the other side.
~M

>I am really scaring the h**l out of myself. Not even trying to control the narrative any more, just hanging on. My name is Mike and I am an alcoholic. I am going to go into rehab.
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>Yeah, sure, as my friend Marie said so many times. You like to say it but you can't do it. You won't get help. It's just your stupid secret. You drink because you want to drink, period.
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>Push send, dummy.