Way to go Mike. You said it out loud (sort of). Now it's time to go and do something about it. No more saying it, no more promises. Just do it. Surprise the hell out of her.

And good luck with it.

>I am really scaring the h**l out of myself. Not even trying to control the narrative any more, just hanging on. My name is Mike and I am an alcoholic. I am going to go into rehab.
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>Yeah, sure, as my friend Marie said so many times. You like to say it but you can't do it. You won't get help. It's just your stupid secret. You drink because you want to drink, period.
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>Push send, dummy.