>>>>>I am really scaring the h**l out of myself. Not even trying to control the narrative any more, just hanging on. My name is Mike and I am an alcoholic. I am going to go into rehab.
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>>>>>Yeah, sure, as my friend Marie said so many times. You like to say it but you can't do it. You won't get help. It's just your stupid secret. You drink because you want to drink, period.
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>>>>>Push send, dummy.
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>>>>We are all pulling for you.
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>>>>By the way. My wife is checking herself into a rehap today. She will be gone for 2 to 3 weeks. It is going to be a very lonely christmas this year. But having her sober up is the greatest present she could give me.
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>>>Best wishes to both of you.
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>>Thank you very much.
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>>I believe her worse part is not the stop drinking but that she can't smoke either.
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>Gee. She's going to be so healthy, you won't know her. Good luck to both of you.

Another thing I fear is the poor staff. She can be such a wildcat. No alcohol, not cigarettes, having to actually eat food. They have a hand full. But I will always love her. I hope they can.