// But this finding flies in the face of everything I knew about Drew. He would be about the last one I would expect to do something like that. Like you, I choose to remember the guy I knew. //

My friend and ex Sheriff, Jack Owens, would also have been the last on a list of people likely to commit suicide. In spite of that, he blew his brains out in his county cruiser with a shotgun. He was the ultimate warrior, a retired Colonel who had been in many battles in Vietnam. You just never know. Bottom line is and always will be, they are gone, and we didn't and can't understand the situation.