>There's nothing to apologize for. I have not read any offensive message coming from you. You are a good person. Sure, we all feel down from time to time. Despair, sadness and even some paranoia are to be considered normal in these trying times. What with the horrible news and all. But rest assured that you have nothing but friends here. The Fox community is behind you.

Alex,

Thank you for the words of support. I wish to blank out the black thoughts, cut out the pain from my heart. But everytime when I think I finally overcame the problem it hits me again and there is no escape.