>It's hard to stop worrying and stop mentally torturing myself when I know that someone who I always liked hates me. I'm running towards the stone wall head forward and keep beating against it till it bleeds.
That may be one particular person - but I would say that at least here on the Universal Thread, most of us, quite simply, love you.
Difference in opinions hath cost many millions of lives: for instance, whether flesh be bread, or bread be flesh; whether whistling be a vice or a virtue; whether it be better to kiss a post, or throw it into the fire... (from Gulliver's Travels)