>>I have no particular knowledge of foxite or tek-tips or what did or didn't happen, so I'm not competent to give specific advice. As one who has seen how it is possible to "win" all the battles but lose the war, I hope that you will focus on achieving peace. Good luck!
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>John,
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>I'm really sorry for going on and on, but now after reviewing almost all my responses on the site I don't see it as I did something wrong. And I did try to apologize and explained my position which only aggrevated the site owners and the people who were against me.
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>In the case of a personal ban from someone I always liked there was exactly the same scenario with probably more emotions and feelings involved. I tried to apologize, tried to explain how do I feel - nothing worked and I only achieved an opposite effect and got banned again, perhaps forever.
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>Despite everything, I do want to participate in the site and I DO want to be able to communicate with that particular person. But they do not want me and I can not change the attitude. I've done enough crying and lamenting on the issue, I'm moving on.

Naomi,
I see a lot of similarities between you and myself a few years ago. We both want to love and be loved by everybody. What you have to realize is that not everybody wants to be loved, and the sooner you realize this and stop wasting your time trying to love them, the sooner you can re-focus on the people who want to and deserve to be loved.