Naomi, I will mention this again, because I think that yours is an extreme reaction. You are placing way too much importance on it. If you 'know' this intellectually, but your heart still hurts emotionally, then I think some detachment is called for. Your worth does not come from your participation in forums. You are worth so much more as a person. You may want to go to some separate counseling to get a better perspective. I really do recommend it.



>>Believe me, Naomi, I have been in worse situations! It is not pleasant, I'll agree, but it does make you stronger...
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>Tracy,
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>I really would rather remain weak <g> It just hurt me so much, I've been agonizing for 6 months already...