Hi, Naomi.
As I said you before, committing mistakes is the way of learning. Some like this could hurt more than others. As your friend, I'm proud of you coming in public to declare yourself guilty and transparently exposing your motives, so we can understand if maybe not excuse.
I know we will miss your help with the forum management, but I hope we can still count on you as a great and helpful member of the community.
Let's move on.
Best regards,