Sorry if you find my posts obscure. Do you actually read them, or do you fly straight off the handle and go on the attack?
Your attempt to recast your behavior as somehow my fault is without merit. That seems to be a common behavior around here which is a complete contrast with other Americans with whom I deal.
Under the circumstances, I'll spare you any further messages from me and recommend you do the same. See ya, and good luck to you.
FWIW, I thought the way you handled your neurological condition was remarkably brave. Good for you.
"... They ne'er cared for us
yet: suffer us to famish, and their store-houses
crammed with grain; make edicts for usury, to
support usurers; repeal daily any wholesome act
established against the rich, and provide more
piercing statutes daily, to chain up and restrain
the poor. If the wars eat us not up, they will; and
there's all the love they bear us."
-- Shakespeare: Coriolanus, Act 1, scene 1