>I have had this discussion with work and they are not taking me back. I don't blame them. This is not the first time I have let them down. At some point patience runs out. Seriously, I don't blame them. I need to heal myself before anyone should care.


>I consider myself very lucky that my daughters still love me.

It's not just because you are their father. Something about you has earned that love. You're taking steps to find what that is. Use that as your anchor to a sober life.

Find the help you need. If AA doesn't work, there are other programs that will. Your kids can't afford to lose you. We can't afford to lose you.