>>>You are participating in a public forum. Your actions are therefore open to any and all for comment. That can be a difficult thing to experience and certainly requires some strength.
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>>I think I will do a better thing. I'll just remove Chatter forum from my profile.
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>There is a saying, "Cutting off your nose to spite your face" , that comes to mind. Had you removed Chatter from your profile before "Best Regards", the outcome for Mike B. may have been different. You (as well as others who called 911) did make a difference to an ENTIRE family, not just Mike, from what I can tell.

True.

What I really want is to find a way to fight with my addiction to this site and stop coming here for at least a couple of months. I love this site, but for more than a year it is really painful for me just to open it. I'm getting more and more problems because I'm using it and putting myself into a deeper hole. Last Thursday I made a decision to not come back and yet I broke it on Sunday again.

I don't want lots of people replying on this or talking about me again and again because it hurts every time.

I just want someone to call me by phone...