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>BTW, I did apologize for Thursday messages, but since nobody replied, it went unnoticed.

Have not read anything, guess no harm done

>Somehow I still think if you apologize hard enough you can be forgiven.

That depends - Can a cold blooded murder be forgiven ?

>I don't like to be in conflics or being twitted or banned, it's just my bad karma, I think...

We all start our day with a basket of problems we have to deal with. As Kevin wrote, grow thicker skin. It may be your perception