>>>>>>Just so tired of fighting against it. I have always tried to stay positive. At the end now, It wasn't so bad. I had a nice life. I'm just a little crazy, I guess.
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>>>>>Who has Mike's telephone #? His address??????? I'm calling the local authorities...NOW
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>>>>>Found it..
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>>>>>Round Lake Officers are enroute... (I was the 4th person to call they said and officers were already dispatched to his home). I tried his home number and no one answers…I'm just not willing risk the worst scenario especially with his daughters coming home from school later... If anyone hears anything, please let us know.
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>>>>I apologize profusely to you and all. My head still feels drunk so I will not go on more than needed. No one likes listening to a drunk, including me. I am alive and intend to stay so. I just erased about six alcohol-fueled continuations; better that way.
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>>>Just EXTREMELY relieved you are still with us Mike. By the way, Kevin Goff says HELLO
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>>I am sorry to have worried you. If you want to call me you can. It can be a quick conversation. It would be nice to hear your southern drawl again <g>. But in truth, really, you are better off not. I am all stupid id and trying to find my suddenly lost self.
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>STOP THAT (re italics) Signs of the depression kicking in again Mike. I will give you some time and then call to chat. I would like to verify the girls are both ok?

Yeah, it has kicked in again. It's stealthy that way.

The girls are fine. Allie has been gone for a couple of days, with her BF at UW-Whitewater last night and with her mom tonight. Emily is up to her eyeballs with volleyball. They play 13 matches or tournaments this month. She made the varsity, the only sophomore, and played the entire first match. The coaches love her. I love her, too. Sometimes I think she is the only thing keeping me alive. And yeah, tonight I will not be there for her match. Pathetic.