>>>>Just so tired of fighting against it. I have always tried to stay positive. At the end now, It wasn't so bad. I had a nice life. I'm just a little crazy, I guess.
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>>>Wait for a while and we'll help you Mike.
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>>Now there is the voice of experience ;-( --- wait a while.
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>>You and the others here on the UT have helped me probably more than you know. I have been depressed practically from birth. Even as a kid I was depressed. I do my best, it just comes roaring back sometimes.
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>>When I am sober and stable I am OK. You wouldn't know me from your neighbor. Staying that way, that's the hard part, even with medication.
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>>Have a good night. Talk to you again soon.
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>Good night, young fellow. I'll be back in here tomorrow.

OK. I still might not be making any sense. I know you are going through worse than I ever have.