Hey Mike,

As some folks know already, I'm crazy as a bedbug at times. I had a brief nervous breakdown in November 2004 and am fighting severe and cyclothymic bipolar disorder. I don't advertise it but I don't hide it either and I don't mind talking about it because we're amongst friends.

When in a down swing you can feel that everything is crap and that it's time to stop fighting and accept the fact that you're worthless and it's all for nought. But, but, if you can recognize that you're in a down swing and that the feelings are caused by biochemical inbalances then you can ride it out.

You have my number so call me and let's talk about this. Maybe I can help. Hang in there.

>>>Just so tired of fighting against it. I have always tried to stay positive. At the end now, It wasn't so bad. I had a nice life. I'm just a little crazy, I guess.
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>>Wait for a while and we'll help you Mike.
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>Now there is the voice of experience ;-( --- wait a while.
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>You and the others here on the UT have helped me probably more than you know. I have been depressed practically from birth. Even as a kid I was depressed. I do my best, it just comes roaring back sometimes.
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>When I am sober and stable I am OK. You wouldn't know me from your neighbor. Staying that way, that's the hard part, even with medication.
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>Have a good night. Talk to you again soon.