Thank you for the message on my recorder. My night ranger days are in remission so I was sleeping soundly at the time.

Thank you all for the kind thoughts. I think now I am a little crazy and need all the friendship I can get. Not free passes -- no need to tiptoe -- just friendship. In a way I still feel like myself, exactly the way I have felt since about age 7, but in a way different. Call me a work in progress.

>WTF???
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>How can we help? How can I help? You're a good man Mike. Talk to us; talk to me. You have my number.
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>>Just so tired of fighting against it. I have always tried to stay positive. At the end now, It wasn't so bad. I had a nice life. I'm just a little crazy, I guess.