>>>>>Have we had too much to drink??
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>>>>Yes, No, I don't know,
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>>>>Strange, I must have, for don't even remember posting the message.
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>>>>Sorry to all!!!!
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>>>So you're alright, yer big galoot! You had me a bit worried.
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>>How about a little Shakespear? "Oh God, that men should put an enemy in their mouths to steal away their brains!”
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>>Lighten up on that licker, dude! :)
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>Licker? Ho, you meant liquor.
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>I did post that first statement last night after having few too many.
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>My days consist of job searching in the morning, talking to various people around noon, then feeling depressed in the evenings. Drinking is become my only friend lately. Since Angela died, I have little else. But now I am only feel sorry for my self.
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>I wish I never started this thread...

Given your situation, I don't know that I would fare much better. The death of a loved one, particularly a wife (you loved), must be devastating. All I can offer is that you hang in. Things will get better. With your skills, you should try some of the government shops. They don't pay as much, but they tend to be less affected by the economy.