>>There is really no point advising you to just let it go, is there?
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>>Jeez, Naomi, there are enough real things to get upset about without getting worked up over minor things. So what if Joe Blow doesn't want to read your posts any more? It may have as much or more to do with Joe Blow than it does with you. Let it go. You'll be happier that way.
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>Hi Mike,
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>I don't know have you ever wanted something with your whole soul and heart? I don't think I ever wanted something that much before. But I can tell now that there is one thing in life I want and I'm ready for any sacrifice, anything for this. I want this person to talk with me, to not ignore me this way. It just makes you want it more and more just to get a word back.

Do not let others dictate who you are. Let it go.

>I've been thinking about it and I can tell: when two persons communicate, they are equal. When someone is ignored and knows about it, they are not, the one who is ignoring is up hign and the one who is ignored is deep down... I'm feeling this way for 2 years, trying to change this and still failing...

That might tell you something right there.