>>I beg to differ. Both you and Peter continue to blame your 'stress' on people who don't want to talk to you and the fact that Michel has instituted a twit filter. The stress is created by you, not by somebody else. Your state of mind is your own responsibility.
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>>If you (and Peter) accepted that it is up to you to take responsibilty for your state of mind and not Michel or an unnamed third party, then we wouldn't continue to get this constant whining about the twit filter and somebody who doesn't want to listen to you.
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>Alan,
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>My only problem is that I don't understand "WHY". That's the question I'm asking in my mind very often. He knows I like him, always did, always do, I asked just to not be ignored...

Well, he is not responding favourably to your request, and hasn't been for how long now? That's real life. Sometimes you get what you want, and sometimes you don't. If you feel that everything must have a fairy tale ending, you will go through your entire life sorely disappointed and miserable.