Mike,

Nobody ever said it would be an easy battle. But stop with the bs and get to a meeting, any meeting, and get there NOW!!!!!!. Not when you feel like it or when it is the nice meetimg with the great gang you like to see all the time, just get to a meeting, any meeting, any where, you got the book look one up and go. The hell with the hung over crap, alcoholics get hung over everyone at the meeting knows that. You had a slip, hurry up and get to a meeting before it becomes more than a slip and it becomes death. Get to a meeting NOW!!!!

Quit letting this higher power garbage be an excuse that prevents your recovery from progressing. Obviously you are not yet ready for the next step yet so work harder on the step you are on. Get to a meeting now, right now, not tonight or later today, right NOW!!!!!.

Mike, I love ya man and I care for you and for your girls and you need to get to a meeting right now!!!!.

JimB