>You are a pisser, aren't you.? LOL
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>In a better life you would be here to help me. But that is not the life I am living.

Mike,

This is the better life and we are here to help you and we are helping you. As I said before I love ya man but I will not let you continue to foll your self and try to fooll the rest of us into believing that you aren't using the higher power as an excuse for drinking. Quit the crap Mike! Go to a meeting now!

You are still on step one my friend, admit that you are ;powertless over alcohol! You still haven't done that yet. Right now never mind where you will get the power to help you eal with and work opn admitting that you DO NOT HAVE THAT POWER YOURSELF!. And I meant to shout too just like Tracy.

We are here and we are helping and we care adn you need to get to a meeting.