>>>>>>>>>>>>I have been fighting alcoholism hard and still haven't beaten it. Not asking for sympathy because I don't think I deserve much. Well, maybe I am. I know I am a good guy with lots of good things going for me, including two daughters who are way better than I deserve. I go to AA almost every day. I want to quit. Yet here I still am. It's mystifying.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>Good night. At least I have enough sense left to go to bed sometimes.
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>>>>>>>>>>>I know you're a divorced man. Maybe it makes harder with alone. However a relative of mine becomes drunk at the morning having wife and children.
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>>>>>>>>>>I am thankful my daughters live with me. Alone is much worse for me, in fact that's usually when the binges happen.
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>>>>>>>>>I understand you. I have a problem with eating. I was 107kg and I'm now 99kg. It's really hard to eat less. Expecially deserts... I cannot hold mine. I say myself "I'll begin diet tomorrow, not today. Today not a good day for diet". It's really really hard. I was 66kg before years ago. How happened that, I can' t believe in me... I'm sure alcohol is so harder.
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>>I always promise myself when I go to the Mandarin for dinner (an incredible 'all you can eat' Chinese restaurant) that I'll pace myself, but I've never been able to leave the place without pain.
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>I can't do those all you can eat places any more. One small platefull and I feel full. My son can eat an eye watering amount in them. I'm sure he's eaten his own body weight in spring rolls in one (at one sitting)

The whole thing is a lie anyway. Once when I was leaving, I mentioned to the waiter that this was not all I could eat, so I'd be back tomorrow to eat more. He said I'd have to pay again. What a rip-off.