>Hi everybody,
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>I am looking for someone whom I can trust and who is not going to betray me later.
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>I don't want to write a long message and I don't want to be ridiculed because of it - I am absolutely serious.
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>If you want to be my friend - just shoot me a private message.
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>Thanks everyone.

I know you are a troubled soul. I can relate, even though I like to feel I am getting better. Will PM you my phone number.