Damn.
Do you want to die, or do want to live Mike? Because if you want to live I suggest you remember that each time you see a drink in front of you...that you want to live. Gawd take up smoking pot or something - at least then you wouldn't be so hung over you can't show up at your gig. I'm saying it's ok to break the law (some states have no compassion yet) and I expect t hear a lot of flack for even suggesting the idea - but you know what? You better come up with something pretty damn quick or it will be too late for you - and obviouslly nothing else has worked so maybe its a good idea and maybe it's not - but like I said you best some up with a NEW way to deal with this because the old ideas arn't doing the trick.