>>>>>What is your objective in being so constantly aggressive? I would think having a daughter would take some of the edge off you.
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>>>>>Mike, I'll ALWAYS have an edge. :)
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>>>>>I'm asking a question that many would surely like to ask. Why you always let everyone know when you've had a bender. I truly don't get it.
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>>>>>If anything, having K2 makes me even MORE curious why anyone with children (or anyone period) would wax lyrically about partaking of the ale.
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>>>>My girls are practically grown. Maybe that's what going on in my head that I can't quite get. Allie is 19 and ready to move out. Emily is the star of her high school, a 4.5 GPA and going to be the captain of the volleyball team. There is going to be a huger emptiness coming than I feel now.
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>>>>I know it tires all of you out listening to me. You're just my lifeline, a substitute for real life. It's the best I have.
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>>>>Messing up in Baton Rouge damaged me. That was my chance to get back on track. They are very selective so it was a lucky break for me. I just messed it up. BTW, anyone looking for a good gig is encouraged to go there. They have an advanced system with heavy use of SQL Server.
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>>>Apparently you can't fight this on your own. Can't you get outside help? Not just AA but perhaps help at another level?
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>>Everyone keeps telling me that, in and out of AA.
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>Check yourself into a rehab facility that specializes in alcoholism and addiction.

That's easy for you to say. I have daughters who need me and bills to pay.

The good news is a former client wants to hire me. That will be the best thing for me, making an income and being busy. I start next week.