>>>>I should just go to bed. The more I talk the weirder I sound.
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>>>>Mike, I swear to god, you do this again....
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>>>Some good news. I did go to bed and got a good night's sleep, and am sober now. It does appall me that barely a week after getting so drunk I tried to kill myself I went on another binge. That's a little scary.
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>>Mike
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>>go back a little here.
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>>Where did the alcohol come from. I assume you have got rid of all the alcohol in your house ?
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>>So what state of mind where you in when you went out and bought some ?
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>In state of addiction. I know it's no excuse.
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>I am just up briefly to talk to my friends, than back to bvd.

I think subconciously you like it Mike. Plenty of drama, attention seeking.