>>>>>I should just go to bed. The more I talk the weirder I sound.
>>>>>
>>>>>Mike, I swear to god, you do this again....
>>>>
>>>>Some good news. I did go to bed and got a good night's sleep, and am sober now. It does appall me that barely a week after getting so drunk I tried to kill myself I went on another binge. That's a little scary.
>>>
>>>Mike
>>>
>>>go back a little here.
>>>
>>>Where did the alcohol come from. I assume you have got rid of all the alcohol in your house ?
>>>
>>>So what state of mind where you in when you went out and bought some ?
>>
>>In state of addiction. I know it's no excuse.
>>
>>I am just up briefly to talk to my friends, than back to bvd.
>
>I think subconciously you like it Mike. Plenty of drama, attention seeking.

Trust me, I could do without the drama.