>You think I don't want to quit? Why would I spend so much time at meetings and on the phone with AA members if I didn't to quit?
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>There is absolutely nothing about alcoholism that makes sense. Why would an otherwise sensible person choose this?
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>I really am going to shut up about it. I know I have exhausted everyone's patience. As someone said (Bill K?), this is not an AA forum.

Don't care. This is not a forum about politics either.

Head up, straighten up. This the rest of your life.

Update:

Just in case nobody mention it to you.

I understand you lost control if you start with a sip?
Note that there are a lot of minor alcohol sources out there you need to avoid. medicine, apple juice, kefir, ...

Agnes