>>>>>I know I will be OK. It's just hard right now. I'm not even going to watch hoops.
>>>>>
>>>>>I will not try to off myself again. That is not going to happen.
>>>>>
>>>>>Here is something I regret. I am not behind regret. I have been ignoring Tamar's emails for two weeks. Tamar has been emailing we every week for two years, every Tuesday. It has meant everything to me. She has a soul as big as the world. I can not even begin to express my gratitude.
>>>>
>>>>Mike? Did you have a drink?
>>>
>>>No, I was just really down. I have two problems and the alcoholism is the lesser of them.
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>>Life is about surviving the storms so that you can dance in the rain..
>>
>> (More realistic I think than the original quote - I cannot even recall who wrote the original quote)
>
>Want to dance in the rain? ;-)
>
>I always bounce back. Up and down, that's me.

Anyone who says sunshine brings happyness has never danced in the rain.