Mike, sorry to hear this, but you are no different from the rest of us. We are ALL the authors of our own destruction/success. It's the decisions we make that ultimately lead us down the path we take. If alcoholism is a disease, it's the only one that requires YOU to make money and spend it on your disease. You are the one who makes the decisions.
John Harvey
Shelbynet.com
"I'm addicted to placebos. I could quit, but it wouldn't matter." Stephen Wright