>http://www.nytimes.com/2013/03/31/magazine/get-yer-yeah-yeah-yeahs-out.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0
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>I have always shared everything here. It is no secret that I have a problem with alcohol. Lately it has been bad. Really bad. If you pray, please say a prayer for me. Even if you don't normally say prayers, please say a prayer.

Sorry to hear it's bad again. Try to think about the times when you've been able to stay sober and figure out what strategies worked. Then, apply them.

Tamar