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I am really upset about the current steroids scandal. It has taken down many of baseball's biggest stars, including the guy who was my favorite player, Ryan Braun. Sure, these are people we don't even know other than vicariously. It still stings. The best word I can think of is betrayal. I really liked and admired the guy. It wasn't just that he could hit a baseball. And I wasn't alone. The past few years I have spent a lot of time in Wisconsin and it seemed like he was the spokesman on half the ads on Brewers telecasts. My ex-GF gave me a Ryan Braun jersey for father's day. According to the news lots of Brewers fans feel the same way and so do some of his teammates.

A-Rod is less complicated for me. Unlike Braun, he was widely disliked before his ban. And he's still fighting it. Throw away the key.

I have discussed this off to the side with my fellow baseball phanatic, Tamar. She feels the same way. She said there should be a clause in the standard player contract saying the contract can be voided if the player is found guilty of using performance enhancing drugs. Right now the worst that can happen if you get caught is a 50 game suspension without pay. (Braun and A-Rod are the only two who have gotten more). To a guy who makes millions of dollars a year on a long term contract that is like a speeding ticket. Baseball needs to clean up the game for real.

As sports fans we are a forgiving group. After every player strike or owner lockout we always say we won't be back, and then we are. There is beauty in the game itself. But this feels different.