>This is an electronic forum where people have no way to see or emulate the way others live-
>which is one of the planks of evangelism in other Christian denominations if not yours.

Jesus will receive you as well, John. All you have to do is ask Him. Humbly. Meekly. In tears. From within. Ask Him to save you and He will. He will forgive all of your sin and you too will enter into eternity forever, shining like the stars of Heaven forever. Jesus makes this possible, and He loves you beyond words. He calls out to you, inviting you, standing at the door knocking. Open the door, John. Receive Him. Let Him into your life. Feel His Love for you. An inner love that fills every gap, replaces every sadness, elates to such an extent that until it happens you cannot believe it.

God loves all of His creation. And He loves you. He is not far away. He is listening right now, calling out to you, hoping with exceeding hope that you will hear Him, and answer Him, and let Him save you from Hell, John.

Love. Jesus is Love.
It is that simple.

It is the anti-Christ spirit who pulls you in the other direction, against these words. Turn away from that false spirit, and ask the spirit of Truth to come into your heart and make a permanent home. He will. If you ask Him to come in.

He will do this for anybody who asks Him to come in.