>(Don't be too encouraged. Amy Winehouse said that too).
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>My problem has become way too big to ignore. Tonight I called my daughter Allie asking her to check me into a program and take care of things here for 28 days. I will be in a facility in West Allis, Wisconsin. The way I have been living is no way to live. I am still somewhat in touch with the good person who I know still exists inside me. I want to find my way around what would surely be an early death.
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>No humor this time. This is deadly serious. If you have it in you to pray, please say a prayer for me.
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>Mike

Many times over the years I posted LOTS of links to support centers, groups, resources. I emailed them to you as well. Get on the phone and call, call, call. You KNOW the deal. Help for addiction is not free (although in my opinion it should be), but it can be arranged with payment plans if necessary. You have the ability to do the research and get it done yourself. You don't need your daughters to take you. If you were ready, you would be calling your daughters from rehab. You also know the rules about relationships and rehab and why they exist. There is always an excuse to use and there is always an excuse to not go get help. If you really wanted help, you would not be on here broadcasting it. No one can save you but you. JUST DO IT. Having written that, I do wish the best for you.