It's about time. I have not done this before. If you're thinking I have been in denial about the seriousness of my problems that would be correct. I can't say I am looking forward to it, since one thing I hate is talking about my feelings, but where has that gotten me? I am 57 years old, meaning I don't have an unlimited time left if I keep it up. It really could kill me.

You are an idiot. I, for one, am sick of hearing this same old song and dance. You sound like a broken record. I don't want to see any more messages on this subject until you actually do something about it. You are like the boy who cried "Wolf!" and we all know what happened to him.