You are really a sick man, delusional. We were never "in love" as we have never met and I feel sorry for the woman you think I am. You make up so many stories and I am sure this is a story that you hold onto to use in one of your popularity segments. Hopefully your new psychiatrist can help you distinguish between the right and the left sides of your brain. I have a husband and sons who fill up my life and am so lucky to have them, no alcoholic strangers needed. May God bless you and help you in your hour of need.