>Kind words though I think you perhaps have more going for you than you realize right now...

Possibly, but I'm fairly aware of my reality. Though some people may doubt this because of my age, I think that I've reached a very enlightening state of being. I have a very real respect for truth and balance. I cherish life, love, and learning above all else.

I understand that I'll never be able to see the entire picture no matter where I stand, but I continually evaluate my position and move around to where I think I can achieve the clearest focus.

I think the fundamental difference between you and I is that while you look for the painter of the picture, I think that the picture paints itself.