>>I'd encourage you to take a look at these online sermons. They are very helpful in pointing out God's purposes in the trials we face.
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>>http://www.biblebb.com/files/MAC/59-5.HTM
>>http://www.biblebb.com/files/MAC/47-83.htm
>>http://www.biblebb.com/files/MAC/47-83.htm
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>>There's more if you're interested. I know it's a lot to read, but I believe it will help you understand exactly what the Lord is doing by putting you in these situations that most of us would not want to deal with.
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>I'm well aware of this information. My pastor for over 30 years was Dr Adrian Rogers and he covered this many times. No one ever answered the real question I have posed though, and I doubt they can. So, I'll have to ask God myself someday.

Yes, Dr. Rogers was a great preacher! What a privilege to sit under his teaching for 30 years!