I see a lot of similarities between you and myself a few years ago. We both want to love and be loved by everybody. What you have to realize is that not everybody wants to be loved, and the sooner you realize this and stop wasting your time trying to love them, the sooner you can re-focus on the people who want to and deserve to be loved.
That's why you should join the PA Crew....we're all about the love, man....all about the love.