>The girls are fine. Allie has been gone for a couple of days, with her BF at UW-Whitewater last night and with her mom tonight. Emily is up to her eyeballs with volleyball. They play 13 matches or tournaments this month. She made the varsity, the only sophomore, and played the entire first match. The coaches love her. I love her, too. Sometimes I think she is the only thing keeping me alive. And yeah, tonight I will not be there for her match. Pathetic.

Hi Mike
I am glad to see you back ! :)

From what I can see, You have lot more to life for then to die for. It is for sure hard to fight what has been on you, but hey they are worse things out there then alcoholisam and depression. Don't be so hard on yourself, be but rather hard on fight you got to win.
Wish you best of luck !