>>>>I am getting properly drunk in his memory. Some things are worth getting drunk over.
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>>>No, not really ... especially someone in your condition. You know better. Were you just looking for an excuse?
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>>Probably. It was a dumb thing to do. I know it's dangerous for me to do because I could easily fall back into the habit. Sober today, and planning to stay that way.
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>One day at a time, Mike ... one day at a time.
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Right. I know I have to stop. Yesterday was a start and today feels a little better.