>I debated whether to post this.
If you have such a debate next time don't post.

>This is a tight community and I thought you deserved an explanation.
It's pretty obvious to everyone what the explanation is.

> I apologize for all the drunken messages I have posted here. You don't need to listen to that crap.
Tell ya what the drunken messages don't bother me as much as the "I'm going to do xyz" messages. I think it's been pointed out already that at this stage you're supporters are going to start dropping like flies unless there are some "look what I've completed" messages. Mind you that is not mean "look what I completed cause I signed up for this or got a ride to that" blah blah blah. If you were to add up all the time you've spent on these posts you probably could of completed a dozen rehabs.
That being said - wish ya the best.