>>I debated whether to post this.
>If you have such a debate next time don't post.
>

That's good advice. In fact yesterday I was irritated enough by the messages from Kevin and Marcia that I was going to just disappear from the UT. I don't expect a free pass but I don't expect messages that harsh, either. Especially from Kevin. I'm pretty sure he knows I tried on a number of occasions to get him reinstated when he was banned from the UT. I guess gratitude is not in his repertoire. I really didn't think it was necessary for the two of them to be that harsh given that I have been going through a very rough period and am actually doing something about it.

There is news on that front, hot off the press. This morning I was admitted to a rehab program. They don't have any beds available right now but as soon as they do I am going in. It's a dual diagnosis program, which means it is aimed at people who have both alcoholism and depression. That is right up my alley. So I don't want to hear any more about just seeking attention and not doing anything about it.

And now I will shut up on this topic.

>>This is a tight community and I thought you deserved an explanation.
>It's pretty obvious to everyone what the explanation is.
>
>> I apologize for all the drunken messages I have posted here. You don't need to listen to that crap.
>Tell ya what the drunken messages don't bother me as much as the "I'm going to do xyz" messages. I think it's been pointed out already that at this stage you're supporters are going to start dropping like flies unless there are some "look what I've completed" messages. Mind you that is not mean "look what I completed cause I signed up for this or got a ride to that" blah blah blah. If you were to add up all the time you've spent on these posts you probably could of completed a dozen rehabs.
>That being said - wish ya the best.

Thanks.