Can't ... I'm currently contemplating the theory that our minds are simply holographic projections of time and space.

You still haven't explained why we are here "now".

You cannot just simply say that "why" is not "relevant" (ie. too philosophic).

If anything, your explanation eludes to us "always" being here (ie. immortal), but lacking awareness of the situation. Which leads to the case of "God playing hide and go seek with Themself" ...

>Hi Gerry. No, we are not illusions but I cannot explain it better than I have. Go to sleep ;)