>I have a new mantra: not going to drink today. I can't control tomorrow, and I certainly can't control yesterday, but I can control today. With help.
I would recommend anyone, not just you, not to drink alcohol at all.
It is often said that there is no problem if you drink moderately, but to me, this sounds like Russian roulette: some people will be able to control themselves, some not. It is safer not to try your luck, and pull the trigger, in the first place.
Difference in opinions hath cost many millions of lives: for instance, whether flesh be bread, or bread be flesh; whether whistling be a vice or a virtue; whether it be better to kiss a post, or throw it into the fire... (from Gulliver's Travels)